waniesab

NUR SABRINA CONTESSA

2011-03-14T14:25:00.002+08:00

again

2010-08-25T13:43:00.006+08:00

THANK YOU la senza.

i love my job at lasenza. im very ON in my job. i have passion in whatever im doing. n i think what ive given is very obvious. n what i achieved so far is what ive been yearning. its worth it. alhamdulillah syukur allah.. im a supervisor now. OFICIALLY NOT yet.. i will only be an oficial supervisor by dec. BUT STILL, ive got my position secured. im proud of myself.. baik wanie!

the only challenge im receiving right now is, HOW TO HANDLE A CHINA STAFF.

ive work alot n been working around with china coliqs. but so far, the one who is working with me right now is the most SLOWEST PLAIN woman ive ever come across.. lets see.. i think i should give some example;

"gaoman, could you go oto paragon?"

"ok. for what?"

"give hanger..."

"huh? gift hanger?"

"yes, give hanger.. wait wait.."

i attend to a customer. usher her to the cashier, cash in her item. said thank you n had a small convo. later said goodbye. & sooo, i went in to the storeroom to get hangers when i realise shes not in.. where is gao man?? so i called her.

"gao man? where r you??"

"im going to paragon lorh"

"WHAT?? WHAT DID I SAY??"

shes in doubt. unsure what to answer me..

"erm.. you said gift hanger err.. hmm.. ouhh. OUHH.. give hanger.."

OK NOW.. IF SHE HEARD WRONGLY,

GIFT HANGER

THINK ABOUT IT.. SHES BEEN WORKING WITH US. N SINCE WHEN IS LA SENZA GIVING AWAY HANGERS AS A GIFT??????? LOGIC OR NOT. haiz... its not only that.. theres alot more stupidness she has done..

something shes still learning about me which she has never get it EVEN AFTER WORKING WITH US ALMOST 10 MONTHS

im short tempered
i expect things to be done when told, must think of the box when doing something too. doing extra mile in every single thing youre doing.
i wud like things happen in a very fast pace.
i dont like stupid questions being ask at a wrong time!
i expect you to understand what im saying after you said you understand
i must ensure that when you said you know you know what to do the next day n the next day n the next day. coz what youre doing, imply in your daily work style.
i dont like shops to be very messy!!!!!!
IM LOUD doesnt mean im angry wit you or wtv. its bcoz im loud

i feel like crying when im working with this girl.. i hate her. seriously i hate her. ive tried talking nicely n softly, she still do ALOT OF WRONG in one day!! >( wtv lah.. its a challenge. i just hope shes not stupid tomorrow..

and oh! we have a lasenza locker competition! im so happy i won! im the winner!! i shall show you what is gaomans understanding of decorating her locker..

her understanding on decorating a locker is putting up a quote of moving, inspired phrase. -.- sumpah dier pecahh!!

n my real competition is NISA. i think she has a very nice locker.. i really think she is very creative. she went all out to deco her locker! like she went to spotlight to buy the butterflies things. the gems. the alphabet thing bla bla....

AKU NYE JUGAK RILEK! i didn spend anything on this. the black cover is from a gift box i receive my wedding. i just cut it out. then on the last day of submission of entries, i went to eclecticism n took their magalog. my parttimer, Qiqin n i cut pictures n just paste it! it was her idea actually to do like a collage. i think its a good one! I WON ANW. i got myself a $100 guess voucher. how generous. thank you la senza.

my parttimer who is super helpfull is leaving!! :( goh sher li. thank you for all your help! i grateful that you helped out. thanx babe. i hope you like my personal gift for you. n the bra that weve bought for you.. :)

_______________________

my teacher. mr faizal! <33

those who came for the reunion. a few has left early

me shameir firdaus n mokhtar

mokhtar muzammil shameir n firdaus

mokhtar ( AGAIN ) SAIFUL DION N IZZAT

joyce , dunno who n jes

met up wit the skps 89 batch for break fast! im so happy!! AFTER YEARS!! im glad everyone is grown up! im so saaaad that we're not going to play catching at the field anymore... but oh wells, we should do this reunion alot! i miss catching up with you all!

puas hati

2010-08-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

done revamping. happy!

IM PREGNANT

2010-08-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

23RD JULY

im so excited n nervous since my period is not in. so i bought the clearblue n checked! IT WAS POSITIVE!! hee.. what happen was, i was at work and im so excited to check. so i cabot at 2pm n went to watson to buy the pregnancy kit. i went to the toilet to pee n when i saw it was positive i was SO HAPPY! almost cried. hahh

i decided not to tell anyone. but it last me only 30 mins to tell my mom. 8 hours to tell hubby. 9hours to post it on FB. hahahahhahahaha..

this auntie at work believe that we're not suppose to tell until it is 3 month into pregnancy.. incase something happen or wtv the reason is. BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT. hahh.

went to poly on the 27th to confirm n referred to SGH. the reason i choose SGH is, ive heard alot of cases that KKH are lack in service. since im working in a service line, im obviously looking for service.. 2ndly. my mom, two aunties n also my cousin is working there..

4th AUG

this picture was taken on 4aug when i went for my appointment w the gynae. it is so big!! i saw the heart thumping which tears me. i really cried when the doc said, " and theres ur baby! look at the body, its the heart, its thumping! n ur baby is still in the forming stage.."

aww.. nothing beats to see all this. seriously, its an experience.

10TH AUG

n now, 10th aug. im like 8 weeks. my tummy looks so big. its like 3 months.. n tomoro is ramadhan.. i dont think i can fast since im like always hungryy..... :(

xoxo

not yet lah

2010-07-18T10:53:00.002+08:00

NOT YET LAH

mom, can you already stop pestering me. im not going to check until end of this month. or maybe on 25th. or maybe tomoro. see how lah.

ive been telling people, "HAVENT MENSES YET! HEEE" so excited siaa.. but when i told one of my auntie at work, she scold me! she said i wasn suppose to tell people.. i should just keep quiet. if im really pregnant. i must wait 3 months then i can tell everyone.

her saying, this soon to be baby is like a flower.. a flower that is blooming. if i keep saying about this flower, then it will turn like a mimosa. it wont bloom but close, that means the baby shy then dun have baby lorr..

ok. auntie, good theory.

but im so excited. ANXIOUS. like sooooo happy! nothing beats to do this "IM PREGNANT!!" jump around shouting stomping my feet laugh out loud blowing the vuvuzelaa.. foremost, go to the neighbours and shout IM PREGNANT! confirm cik yaya gonna scold me.

well people, i dunno if im pregnant or not. so, just wait for the clearblue!

tricky question

2010-07-08T13:13:00.003+08:00

am i pregnant or not?

this month is the most worrying
the most anxious
exciting
sad
i ever had!!!

am i pregnant or not.

basically, i heed my good fren advice. to have sex every day on my fertile week. my last menses is on the 09th june till 11th june. my fertile week is exactly after that.. 12th till 15th june.

ehem. i wud say we manage to have ehem everyday.

well, my menses should be on th 3rd of july. which everyone knows that it was 5 days back... the good news is i just missed my period! next, reality check, i think i might not get pregnant too!

3rd july - used my preg kit. negative
twitter:

i was excited. @shakidd warned me edi that i must not check now since its too early to detect. but at that point of time, hubby was super anxious! he was going like

"b, today is ur menses. n youre yet to have it. check, i just bought you the kit!"

ok... i wasnt prepare for a test coz i dun like to know if it was negative. but i did pee on it n yes, its negative.....

.....

i am not. p r e g n a n t

on the 4th, i was expecting my menses. but no red man seen. i never tot of it cause i was dissapointed on the 3 rd. i wud never want to get dissapointed again.. i cried my eyes out. the reason why i cried was, im worried. im worried that once upon a time when i wish i dont want to get pregnant until i gets old, like real old will come true!

i duwan to get old to get a baby. n what if im old n i cant conceive. that worries me the most. a few of coliqs is not pregnant yet too. like lately, ive came across alot of people who has not conceived 1 year after marriage! dear god, i take back my words. i want to have a baby.

& so, so far nobody has mention about babies preganncy, the question since last month. n im happy coz if not i will be in tears..... but everything change since 5th. 5th of july

im expecting people to ask. coz i cant wait to tell them that im YET TO HAVE MY MENSES.

people. n today is the 8TH of JULY! im yet to have my menses. i stopped having sex, just afraid that we might have HARDCORE sex that the becoming foetus would eventually be awaken n fell. im so precautios. i make sure i drink juice n milk every night. im always hungry. im always tired. my back aches. i vomitted once. i had headaches last week.my breast is sore. n im YET TO HAVE MENSES.

hee :)

im just wishing myself the best, i shall not expect for the worse. or the best.. im neutral. im just saying coz i seems to have the symptoms of early pregnancy.

i can be excited for this.

2010-06-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

long gone

pictures.

2010-03-07T10:50:00.010+08:00

i took syra skins for my henna!! n im REALLY sastified by it! she really follow n try to do a mirror image on my left hand. SUPER GOOD! love the service! will really ask you guys to take her for henna service!
syra skins : http://www.facebook.com/waniecute#!/syraskins?ref=ts

the solemnisation night was on friday 26th feb. i havent met hubby for 1 month. i was so anxious! excited! scared! happy! all mixed up! n before i forget! i had a sore eyes on my left eye! baaaah. that doesnt matter though. i was more concentrate on getting married!

me n dad

hubby with the dowry!

the whole fam!

the next day. on a saturday. spent my whole day at my room! no one allows me to do anything! WHAT THE FUCK! got bored n a miracle came, jay decided he wants to meet me! n i told mom, she ask me to dress up n wear abit of make up n eat with jay. JAY IS SADD! he says he will miss me n so. lol. yelaa. aku sayang kau lah ass hole!

the day itself was hectic, fun, experienced etc. let the pix tell yo uthe story lah kan.

jazaul made this cupcake by herself!

me n achik

getting ready!

kakak VOGUE OR WHAAAAAAAAAAAT SAYANG KU BESTFREN jays gf adik bradik! siglap frens! affyq my love hi rushda! da datang! da datang! off to his side!! back again!

i would like to say thanx to my whole family! thank you for making this a very successful wedding. a day to remember!! to JAZAUL BARIYAH! thank you for being there all of the day. i love you with all my heartl i promise for yours, i will also be there.. to jay my love, you are always remembered! childhood frens are the best! you know me n understand me. i hope you will still stick around during my marriage life. to dayah, AKU SAYANG KAU LAH SIAL. thank you for staying over at my place. giving me the fun side of life. thank you for being understanding. i love youu!!

hp sucks

2010-02-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

HANDPHONE SUCKS

since my wedding day is getting nearer. my handphone is getting SUCKIER! the more fiance tot im sneeking out. whatever fiance! anw, I CANT WAIT FOR MY WEDDING DAY! like woah! its getting nearer! i really cant believe it! gaaaahh

to passerby, i bought my engagement ring at lee hwa. it was a last minute thing. i did not get like gold with diamond rings- just not my type. im not a REAL TYPICAL MAKCIK MELAYU. i prefer it to be white gold with ONE or more diamonds. but for engagement, i bought a ring with a few diamonds covered halfly around the ring.

it cost me $700

for wedding ring, i bought one big diamond, next to each side accompanies with 3 small cut diamonds. it cost fiance $1000.

but if you have a budget, you can approach the sales assistant, they will help you find those that are in between your budget. but i have discount cards for lee hwa, soo kee n gold heart. if you want, i would be gladly to help out! =))

I MISS YAYA! boohooo!

my dearest fam. iqah is not in. tak tau asal

iqah edit kan. sweet kan adik aku!

2010-02-14T12:20:00.002+08:00

i would say, for a scary malaysia movie, this is the best. the story line makes sense, the hantu is logic. i could feel the suspense, the terkejut part is not expected! so the whole thing is scary. overall i would give 3 popcorn out of 5!

a success family, a husband with a great job, a wife who is faithful, a daughter who is clever, have a big house and practice a malay modern lifestyle had a red eye neighbour. the neighbour send things to the family n eventually, he manage to destroy the happy family. so on.. you guys got to watch.

its complicated. I LOVE THIS MOVIE! super good!! like should i say moree?

calvin & hobbes

2010-02-10T14:13:00.005+08:00

calvin & hobbes

i love calvin & hobbes since miss poh, known as mdm poh (since my last years in primary sch) introduce it to us. she loves calvin & hobbes because this cute little guy- calvin is full of imaginary tots. he is cute, loud, undeniably irritating n funny. he even imagine his toy tiger is a real big tiger who is alive n talking - hobbes.

n that is why i love calvin & hobbes too. =)

RE-EDIT: I CANT EAT DRUMSTICK BECAUSE OF AMIR!

an ex to an ex

2010-02-09T01:38:00.005+08:00

.AN EX TO AN EX.

im glad i never had an ex-turn-enemy. EXCEPT for one. and everyone knows who is that ego bastard - TOTOT. who left who? for some unsupported reason, no facts n proof. like whatever. im glad he is removed. n im glad im never gonna be in that kind of position. im superr glad that im not going to suffer with his lazy-to-work attitude, no money, gangsterism n of coz no more MAT REPS IN MY LIFE.
whatever it is, i duwan to talk about that bastard.

him n his son

its about a convo i had with an ex- hafeez khan. he always appear in my life every 2 years at my doorstep. just a day ago, he appear again, but not at my house, my work place. wisma atria.

i sudd forced myself to smoke that evening, so random at that peak hours. supervisor allowed that random smoke break time of mine, and so, i walk out of GAP n saw someone looking at me.. i was talking to fiance n right after i put down the phone, he came up to me n called my name. i couldnt recognise him since this ttime, HE IS BIG, big as in BUILD. my gawd. and so, he have no idea i was getting married n we talk n talk about everything that we missed, before i left, i told him that he is invited for my wedding.. he was like shock n speechless. all he could say is his dad didn tell him anything about it.

my dad are frens with his dad. fyi.

that is when we added up at fb n he post that comment. touching kaaaann. fiance, nothing to be so worked up for, okay?

SO LONG EXES! GOODBYE TO SINGLEHOOD.

kakak wanie

2010-02-08T09:02:00.001+08:00

kakak wanie!

2010-02-07T01:40:00.005+08:00

THIS WAS ON 31ST JANUARY 10!

we broke our pantang larang on that night! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! coz we got a small gathering with the yong nam bros. oh my god! we broke the pantang larangg! kahahaha! i cannot believe it! k whatever. satu hari je pee!! well, this are the pictures of the night.

me n abg fiance!

kau diam.

me n sandria.

step rock ah lu cibai

white.

COUPLE OF THE NIGHT AH EH! hahahaha

era!! cium please.

apez!

WAKKAU!

ALAMAK SANDRIA! joget bila kiterang nak amek gambar plakk! LOL

AWWWWWWWWWWW! so sweet!

busy woman

2010-02-07T01:12:00.003+08:00

BUSY WOMAN
or whaaatt!

i did not spare any time for myself!!!! what the hell! ive been busy working since 1st feb. my work place is so busy that i did not have any time to check my phone. n if i read the messages received in between of my in n out of storeroom, i always forget to reply or call back!!

im abit packed till wedding day.

tomorrow is a siglap reunion! =)) i cant wait! meet up with old pals! as in like, all of us together! it will be FUN! yaaahhooo! before the reunion, will meet up with my baby daughter, kazira. see you girl!

never stop asking

2010-02-02T01:19:00.003+08:00

NEVER STOP ASKING.

extra: jay just text me, saying hes off for operation. all the best hero! (1:35am)

at this hour, im not asleep. not doing any house chores. im tired. but i will have to do house chores. on my off day. unluckily. im not off tomorrow. false alarm. im off on wednesday. so... mom, wednesday is the day!

anw,

people keep asking.

so hows the preparation? ios everything okay? are you okay? what are you feeling? money is stable? where is your honey moon? ouh, so what will your wedding be like?

alhamdulilah syukur.

everything is okay even after DM curse.

im doing a grand wedding. i dont expect it to be too grand anyway. i hate grandy decos. simple n nice is just nice. BUT my costume have to be very diva over the top! LOL. im glad i get D'GLAMZ as my makeup n style artist. money wise, alhamdulilah reski lebih n dapat settle everything. honeymoon is still planning- bali for sure.

ive done my survey about almost everything.

i havent get my henna services yet. i just dont know where to start finding it. manage to came across this two services i might be interested in.

http://www.blushingbride.sg/henna.htm
indian henna is the best!

http://www.facebook.com/syraskins#/album.php?aid=69383&id=1254805264&op=6
and certainly, this capture my heart the most!
look at the glitters n so!!

besides that..

my pak andam is very cute n lovely. im glad they will personally make up for me!! i love you guys. thank you for the offer to bali n so. im happy but i think we are going to go ahead wo you guys.. anw, i cant wait to tell what costume i will be wearing!! fiance will get so mad if i post the pictures. but who cares...

http://dglamzwedding.multiply.com/

tadaaa! my costumes! take a peek okay!

well, honeymoon is the most looking foward thing
ever! BALI! the paradise honeymoon place!! 4days 3nights. as planned! ive been
googling about bali n its places. i tot we could land at denpasar then off to
kuta beach. im so eyeing on this Kupu Kupu Barong Beach
Resort!

http://www.agoda.com/asia/indonesia/bali/kupu_kupu_barong_beach_resort/reviews.html
near with the beach. i love the rooms! the facilities! spa! swimming pool! usd in total for 3days 2 nights will be USD 770 inc tax services n blaa bla blaa.

770.00
USD
is
1,086.61
SGD

erm. SHOCKED! like 1K?? okay lah tuhh... anw, then after that, we still have one more night!! back to denpasarr!! maybe at denpasar, we might just drop in at any motel or wtv that is at the most cheapest rate just for a sleepover and off to airport! woah.. some research!

psst:goodnite. visiting this morning! got to sleep!

christian the lion

2010-01-30T13:11:00.001+08:00

CHRISTIAN THE LION!

I love this video. it is so touching.

BOYS vs FIANCE

2010-01-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

BOYS vs FIANCE

i tried my luck to still find my perfect guy out there, fiance, im just joking. you know that. its just a subject ive been thinking n experience. serious. im half joking. dun take this seriously. im half joking. alaaaa.. its not serious.

anw, i just chat up with this old chatters i had during my myspace time., fiance, once again. im clean. he wanted a webbie. aww, what does bonding with an old pal myspace is wrong? its harmless.. to me uh.

prepare a script for tomorrow chat with fiance.

back to the subject. they (boys) will always go like "can we webbie?" n then ME will ask whyy. they will quickly answer "coz i havent seen you in awhile" well scripted boys. nice one you got there! you got me tongue tied! and soooo. ME n boy decide to webbie.

the most n COMMON thing they will sayy is, to me lah. i mean like the most common thing they will say about me is

" your eyes is really enchantingg!"
WTF. the first time i ask fiance what is the best feature i had. he had no comments. n he must tell me something! isit my eyes fiance love? the most heartache i have to face... his reply. i hate your eyes. it looks ugly!! nn like bengkak, lebam! the most unlooking foward is your eyes.

so boys. i think youre lying.

"your lips. like.. erm. let me think! ouh!! ouh ouhouh. i got this! like angelina jolie!!"
ohmyy. i wish. isn this the most fake of all? fiance thinks my lips are too black. better stop smoking wanie!

"your face like kajol seii! i like"
taaak. fiance say mcm umie aidaa! boys always get it wrong!

see! boys are boys. fiance is fiance. he is honest like a force pinochio have to. soooo. ive found the right certain one! lets get married baby!

hiatus

2010-01-20T11:48:00.002+08:00

HIATUS.

last 2 night. i had difficult in breathing. once again, i had my asthma attack. i tot its like the normal days i had one. but last 2 night was the worse! i cudn breathe properly. i woke up every two hours. wanted to cry coz i cant sleep properly. unsure if i was hot or cold. the next day, i decided to check with the docs.

they give me the drugs. its just for one day with med. so i dun blame them that im still having breathlessness moments last night. it takes time i guess.

anw, i had a GREAT TALK with my adopted sister- FARRAH. end it with texts.

" baby, i'm really happy for you. you know how naggy i can be but you know i always want the best for you. i'm not trying to control you or whateva. but in front of me, ive seen you get hurt, your tears of pain... i dont want to see all over again. please.. i love you and the most important thing is i just want to see you smile. we might be far, but no matter what you are one of my bestgirl. okay? da nak kawen kakak ku."

TOUCHING OR WHATTT!!

two of the pantang

2010-01-16T10:38:00.005+08:00

TWO OF THE PANTANG

i cant stand not meeting fiance. i miss him. it was automatic to not question him like;;

"WHERE ARE YOUU?"
"SUMPAH?"
"WITH WHO? NAME? AGE?"
"AGAIN, WHERE ARE YOU??"

lol. that will be very irritating, not only to him, me also.. well, im glad today dad plan for us to meet. we have to do some spring cleaning at our tamp house!! im abit upset though that we're meeting.. but im actually happy! LOL. i miss him.. cannot kiss. cannot hug. must save till marriage! YAHOOOO!!

secondly.

i cant make up! my worst nightmaree!!

before

after

I MISS MY GROUP OF LASENZA GIRLS!

my new coliq! emily

zuran

moveon.loveon.

2010-01-13T13:36:00.001+08:00

MOVEON♥LOVEON

nothing in this world last forever,

now that i just realise.

it makes me a better person.

someone with a good perspective of life.

having a motive

a goal

a repent

in life..

its just for awhile

just awhile.

lately. after the recent death of arwah kazims. i suddenly have a real resolution. actually, i edi have a goal for 2010. to change my old habits. so far so good. trying to tone down the way i laugh. ergh. thats very difficult though. well, its time for me to change, looking forward for the future that lies ahead for me.

during the hoo haa of arwah kazims death, i was very depressed. i cried my heart out. he used to be someone special in my heart. someone i wont forget. i told fiance that my fren just passed away. he told me to siap n he fetch me at kallang. we ride to jurong. i had sudden cries on the way there.. fiance was cool, he just ask me to baca al fatihah. teh moment i saw jay under arwah kazims void deck, i cried my heart out. jay hug me n say sabar.. i cant. i superly cant!! the whole ordeal was abit too harsh for me to accept.

but fiance was there, right next to me. all along reciting prayers for him. even when we went to ziarahi kubur nye arwah.. he was there reciting prayers. never ask much abt me n arwah. he always say let it go n sedekah kan al fatihah.

im touched by sabri. my fiance is someone i can never find. where can you get a guy who is like fiance siaa. n thats when i realise, HE IS THE REAL ONE FOR ME. the person who will bimbing aku ke pangkal yg benar. the guy who will love me for who i am. n i know he is the most promising guy ive ever met.

and i told affyq about how i felt, his reply was

"wanie, insya'allah 2010 will be a better year for u and sabri kay. i love you. i am thank ful that aku kenal kau. u are a great friend. xoxo"

thanx dude! i love you too..

im just a nervous wreck right now. the weird thing is. im just afraid if im never gonna make it in this marriage. im scared i wont b a great mummy n wife. but i know i can. it takes time i guess. FEBRUARY! HERE I COME!!

sunday,

2010-01-11T11:43:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY 10012010

went alot of places yesterday!! in the morning, i met up with kazims sister, kazira at jurong point. we went macdonald n i treat her a breakfast! i thought i must treat her something since arwah kazim always treat me. i love to eat so he always treat me food!

i wanted to eat mee waktok, but he wanted to eat ria, nasi ayam penyet! i told him i duwan n i want to eat mee waktok, he said ok, showing off how gentlemen he was. but in the end he kept asking me where is ria.. isnt that obvious?? he wanted to eat at ria so i stormed to ria n he was like, "ouh, sini mee waktok eh?" HAHAHAHAHA. soyal.

anw, i got drifted away. i had a great talk about arwah kazim with kazira. then meet up with fiance n off to pusara abadi. visit kazims grave first. i wanted to cry but fiance scold me, he said its not good to cry for someone who died, its difficult for them to move on in the other world. fiance recite some prayers for him, including surah yasin. thank you dear, it meant alot to me.

after the whole prayer thingy, i hold on to his grave n whispered some special prayers for him n then kissed his batu nisan.

"i forgive you for the 1st intention you had in mine when you want to know me. i forgive whatever motive you had. coz i love you n i hope you forgive me when i hurt you the other day. i had fun everytime im with you n thank you for being such a great friend! i will always pray that allah swt will maaf kan segala dosa kau dan tempat kan kau di golongan yg ia sayangi! dan smoga doa doa kami buat mu akan ringan kan segala beban yang kau akan hadapi! selamat morning kazim."

sobs. i cried n it touches his grave which somehow i felt something asking me to wipe. i did n walk away looking aback with a heavy heart to leave.. i miss you n i cant believe youre gone!

went to arwah fazillah, sabri arwah atok grave. then the last one was my arwah atok!

back to his house then off to kampong jawa. we bought kain for the hantaran. i really love it! thanx sabri!!

then went to idil rifqi cukur rambot! I LOVE IT! the food was great! there karaoke!! me n sabri keep on singingg! even when i know my voice sucks. HAHAHAHAHA. pegi mampos!

done-ded.

goodnite cupcake

2010-01-07T10:46:00.002+08:00

dedicated for KAZIM

thank you for being such a great, SUPERBLY great friend. youve been a great company.. thanx for being there once in awhile for me. thank you for dropping by my shop whenever youre at town. thank you for making me laugh. thank you for the treats!! i will always doa kan you where ever i go.. allah swt lebih menyanyi mu. semoga ia mencucuri rahmat nye dan tempat kan mu di tempat yg ia sayangi. amin

kazim. goodnite.

boast-ING

2010-01-07T03:23:00.003+08:00

the only weird thing is, the diet i did during my secondary life, works so well. so my theory of diet is perfectly useful n effective. though i still have my flabby boncits. but i dun care, as long as im thin and alot of people says they are seeing GREAT tremendously drop of weight, im happy! i miss the time im fat when i dont care how i look, dress or smell. but those time have to go mayn!! im getting married. im making sure that my ex, admirers n lovers will go like, "wanie, i used to like you!" BAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA!

fiance, i maen2 je k. but seriously. my intention was that and also, my pak andam is abit worried that im too fat for their costumes. everytime i drop by, they will go like

"you macam makin comel eh!!"

when i heard that, i will reply

"yekee.. tak baekk... kiter tgh mencuba nih!"

then turn n feel the whole world crashing. i thought i was doing good. but its not good enuf. will try k ashly n ritz!

besides all that hoo haa. fiances auntie, mak busu came up to me n was like praising that i really change n can see my dramatic drop of weight. then she told me to stop dieting. i look perfectly fine just looking like this. she advise me not to go any thinner coz i will look ugly if im too thin!

dang.

then what is the right weight n shape i should be having?? add abit more fats, maintain or lose some. i cant decide! a headache to hear from both sides. not sure who to listen. when i really eat 3 heavy meals, i will seriously stare blankly at the walls n scold to myself.

"bodoh. NAK JADI GEMOK MCM MAK ORG PE?? bodoh nye pompan lawa."

LOL.

n if i only eat 1 heavy meal, my head will be overflowing with foods, drooling for the taste of that yummy bakerzin strawberry cheesecake. that delicious nasi padang! that new ferrero rocher choc!

arghh. wtv it is. im glad that ive lost 6KG! from 55KG, im now weighing at 49KG. still trying to lose another 2 more KGs. then i will be back in shape just like my teen years! hahh. i will die die make sure i look that thin! waahhooo!

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the secrets of my diet- to BRIDE TO BE

i only have one heavy meal a day!
like seriously. i only eat nasi with daging rendang n two bagedils. if not that, i will eat mee waktok. this really works on me. i only eat once a day!

i wont call this as torturing, coz i do have some light snacks in between or maybe have those late night supper once a week or once every two weeks. my late night supper is certainly nasi goreng pattaya at spize. n dayah loves to eat that maggi goreng pataya. ok, got carried away.. anws. its unhealthy of coz, but in between, i have my fruits too.

BUT THE MOST INCREDIBLE ROLE IN DIET IS ;
drink only plain water. this is so serious. syita told me she only drink plain water n she lost like 2 or 3 or 4. cant recall in just a few months. n that works for me. been drinking ONLY plain water the last 6 months. n that really plays the most important role in dieting.

sweet drinks are fattening babe. that gotta go.

clean face.
my sch mates n friends often ask how i hardly have pimples. all my life, i seriously dont use any chemicals to wipe my face, or whitening my skin or whatever. THAT CAUSES CANCER. serious. that is why im abit scared. i already put on make up, n youre asking me to double up me risking of cancer. nono.. i only cleanse my face with running tap water.

let the nature beautify you! if i came across a pimple on my face, i will pinch it to get rid of that white ugly mofo smelly thing then i will keep scratching it n peeling of the dry skin. then of coz lah! wash face.

overall, i simply washes my face only with plain water.

tadaaaaa

response

2010-01-07T01:28:00.002+08:00

replies to tags

muhsan: san!! kau step aku lupa kau plakk!! siapa yg ketwa dgn dayah pasal aku tak pandai tipu?? LOL.

jaza: i cant quit smokingg!! OHMYGOD! the worse idea ever!!

apez: exact date will be 26th feb, my nikah date. 28th feb is my sanding. kau nak jadi ectra nye eh?? bley.... kena bayar takk? kirakan kau amek behind the scenes nye ehh? tapi aku kalau leh nak kau duduk tayang muka aku jeee!!

bbyblade: i think i am.. im forgetting how i use to talk out loud to you edi. my bad habits is fading away since im not meeting you! LOL

bride to be: ouh. hello! will update about that k.

farrah: AKU PUN SOYY!! im so happy for myself! a brand new year is best for a brand new change babe!!

bdk gemok

2010-01-05T23:55:00.004+08:00

fiance is getting fatter when the date is getting nearer. thats weird. im trying to pull myself together to maintain my diet. so far so good. body is back in shape, except i might still be considered mampat. i cant categorise myself as too thin or too fat. in the middle. my face is clean like silk. no bopeng or pimples. alhamdulilah. seriously. ive been a clean freak, diet obsessed n of course - spending loads of time with my friends and family.

since im not meeting fiance anymore up till my wedding day, ive been seeing alot with my dayah sch mates coliqs friends n family. great opportunity to catch up. n im starting to miss fiance like alot siaaa!! like supre alot!!

no wonder old people wants soon to be married couples to avoid seeing each other atleast a month before wed! i feel it! like i miss him, im trying my very best to trust him. i bet he is having a difficult time trusting me! LOL. im not out there partying idiot. no money liaow. i also miss looking at him! HAHH.

well,

dad got admitted today. he got a heartblocked. hes lucky that he got himself scan at an early stage. the clot is small, so today, the doctor just inject n fused something to the clot. the surgery was a success! GREAT! im glad hes fine!! mak uda, mak long, auntie, busu n pak uteh is there. every one is asking about me, marriage n sabri.

mak uda,

"mana tunang nyee?"

wanie,

"wanie tak jumpa dia laah.. kiter tanak langgar pantang.."

mak uda,

"wwaaaahhh! dah boleh nmpk eh seri pengantin. dah nmpk pun ciri ciri pengantin."

OUH. dah nmpk eh? terima kasih. kau duduk satu bilik dgn aku, kau rasa ok tak aku jadi pengantin?? LOL. then came busu..

busu, grab me at the neck and rub my head with his big arms n hands.

"honeymoon pi mana?"

wanie,

"pi bali lahhh!!"

busu,

"so how? are you ready?"

wanie,

"alhamdulilah.. dah busu!! like yess!!"

waaahh!! AKU BOLEH TAHAN EHHH!! ready habis! tapi takpe. alhamdulilaahh. pelan2 kayo dohss! well, i would like to put it this way. the main thing abt marriage is, i would try my best to be the most obedient soleh wife ever.. i dun look like one now. but im practicing dearr! will surprise you!

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im bored at this time of the hour. tomorrow working lehh! but its okay to do some research! baaahhh! reasons to sleep late since dad is not ard! hahh! fiance, jgn marah k kiter sleep late!

was browsing ard and was like shock to see THERES 44 PANTANG LARANG PENGANTIN! like whyy is there alot of things i have to avoid before im married? fuhh! it took me 15mins to finish reading it with like a full understanding wtv it is sayingg!! ok. will try to really follow every 44 pantang larang!

　1. Jangan keluar dengan
pasangan selama 40 hari sebelum diijabkabul utk mengelakkan tohmahan masyarakat.
Selain itu ia bertujuan utk mengawal nafsu. Ia juga utk menimbulkan perasaan
rindu dendam. Perasaan yg timbul akan membuatkan wajah pengantin lebih berseri.
2. Jgn tidur dirumah orang takut
terkena ilmu. Ia juga utk menjaga nama baik keluarga.
3. Jgn bebas keluar kemana-mana
kerana takut disantau oleh mereka yg mempunyai niat tidak baik.
4. Jgn makan nasi dgn gulai berkuah
beberapa bulan sebelum naik pelamin bagi mengelakkan perut buncit.
5. Elakkan makan ulam yg berbau
busuk seperti petaidan jering.
7. Jgn bercermin terutama selepas
maghrib ke atas bagi mengelak diri dari perkara sihir.
8. Jgn membuang air kecil dan air
besar serentak di dlm air contohnya dlm sungai, kolah kerana ia boleh melemahkan
organ seks.
9. Elakkan minum air bergas kerana
ia mempunyai gula dan gas yg tinggi dan boleh menyebabkan kencing manis.
10. Kurangkan makan makanan yg
manis kerana jika terkena kencing manis, lelaki tersebut menghadapi masalah
berat tika bersama.
11. Elakkan mandi malam kerana
tidak elok untuk sendi-sendi.
12. Kawal makan iaitu sekali makan
setiap hari (mengikut sesetengah adat)
13. Kaum lelaki elakkan memakai
seluar dalam yg ketat pada waktu malam dan tidur meniarap kerana tidak bagus utk
organ seks kerana darah tidak mengalir.
14. Elakkan terlalu banyak makan
makanan laut k e rana ia mengandungi banyak toksid.
15. Tiga bulan sebelum berkahwin,
mula membuat urutan supaya pengantin mempunyai tenaga.
16. Amalkan makan
telur ayam kampung seminggu 2 kali yg dicampur madu dan lada hitam yg ditumbuk
utk menambah tenaga.
17. Bagi mereka yg banyak angin,
minum air halia utk membuang angin.
18. Belajar ilmu rumahtangga drpd
org yg berpengalaman dan sudah berkahwin tentang rahsia memikat isteri supaya
rumahtangga aman dan damai.
19. Jgn memuaskan nafsu dengan cara
sendiri.
20. Cukupkan waktu tidur tujuh
hingga lapan sehari.
21. Elakkan minum minuman keras dan
merokok. 22. Elakkan terkena cahaya matahari kerana dikhuatiri hitam dan tidak
berseri pada hari perkahwinan.
23. Elakkan minum air soya kerana
ia sejuk dan tidak elok utk alat kelamin.
24. Amalkan makan jamu supaya malam
pengantin tidak mengecewakan.
25. Banyakkan baca surah-surah bagi
mengelakkan gangguan sy aitan. Sen tiasa mengingati Allah.
26. Jgn makan sebebas-bebasnya
kerana ketika ini sistem dalaman tidak stabil.
27. Jgn terlalu terdedah kepada
keluarga lelaki (simpan diri).
28. Jgn berembun atau keluar malam
bagi mengelakkan unsur jahat.
29. Jgn bercelak atau berlangir
serta memotong rambut seminggu sebelum ijabkabul.
30. Jika telah nikah gantung tidak
boleh bersama.
31. Selepas nikah mesti ada peneman
tidur sebelum bersama. Ia bertujuan utk menghangatkan lagi kemesraan.
32. Bilik lelaki atau wanita jgn
dikosongkan. Mesti ada orang atau ahli keluarga terdekat tidur di dalam bagi
mengelak dr dikhianati org.
33. Jgn buat kerja yg berat. Bila
pengantin membuat kerja berat, dia akan berasa penat dan mudah terjadi nya
gangguan emosi.
34. Jaga pertuturan agar tidak
menimbulkan rasa sakit hati.
35. Elakkan makan dan minum seperti
sayur bersifat sejuk seperti kangkung, bayam, timun, jambu batu dan air kelapa
agar muka nampak segar.
36. Jgn cukur kening ditakuti akan
menghilangkan seri muka.
37. Sebelum menjadi pengantin,
katil kelamin tidak boleh ditiduri oleh pengantin kerana tidak manis.
38. Lempar baju di atas bumbung
rumah tanpa diketahui oleh org lain bagi mengelakkan hujan turun ketika majlis
berlangsung.
39. Dilarang memandang cermin
ketika disolek oleh juruandam kerana dikhuatiri hilang seri.
40. Kedua pengantin dilarng
bercakap ketika bersanding kerana kurang manis dipandang tetamu.
41. Jgn makan kepala ayam nanti
mengantuk masa bersanding.
42. Dilarang membuang alis kerana
perbuatan tersebut akan menghilangkan seri wajah buat pengantin lelaki.
43. Jgn makan bersulam air kerana
dikhuatiri menyebabkan perut menjadi buncit.
44. Elakkan keluar rumah tanpa
tujuan kerana angan-angan yg tinggi menjelang perkahwinan dikhuatiri bakal
pengantin mengalami kemalangan jika berada diluar. Orang-orang tua Melayu dahulu
se lalu mengingatkan anak cucunya supaya tidak melanggar pantang larang.
Melanggar pantang larang samalah dengan tidak mendengar nasihat.

and also. panduan buat isteri yang mahu menjadi isteri mithali!

1. Patuh dan taat kepada suami yang soleh
Rumahtangga bahagia sebenarnya terletak pada isteri yang solehah. Ia taat kepada perintah Allah dan Rasul serta setia kepada suami yang soleh.
“Wanita yang solehah ialah yang taat kepada Allah lagi memelihara diri (tidak berlaku curang serta memelihara rahsia dan harta suaminya ) di belakang suaminya, oleh kerana Allah telah memelihara mereka…”
(Surah An-Nisa’:34)
Isteri yang solehah itu di samping patuh kepada perintah Allah dan Rasulullah sallallahualaihi-wasallam, ia patuh terhadap suaminya dan menyimpan segala rahsia baik diluar rumah mahupun di dalam rumah. Ia selalu tersenyum dan menunjukkan muka manis terhadap suaminya. Tabiatnya yang baik itu menambah kasih sayang suaminya terhadapnya. Ia tidak pernah membantah kata-kata suaminya yag baik, semuanya dikerjakan dengan patuh kerana Allah.
Isteri yang baik apabila berkata dengan suaminya dengan suara yang lemah lembut dan penuh kesopanan . Begitu pula tidak boleh memerintah kepada suami, kecuali diucapkan dengan suatu yang baik sebagai suatu pertolongan. Walau bagaimanapun, ketaatan isteri terhadap suami tidak dalam semua perkara. Sekiranya perintah suami boleh membawa dosa, maka isteri dibenarkan membantah.
Rasululllah bersabda, “Jika diizinkan seorang manusia sujud kepada manusia,tentu aku akan suruh wanita-wanita sujud kepada suaminya lantaran begitu besar Allah jadikan hak lelaki keatas wanita”
2. Menguruskan rumahtangga
Seorang isteri Muslimah disuruh oleh Allah agar sentiasa berada dirumah dan tidak boleh pergi kemana-mana sesuka hati tanpa izin suami. Duduk dirumah bukan bererti hanya berdiam diri sahaja tetapi mengerjakan tugas sebagai isteri.
Hikmah daripada perintah Allah tersebut iaitu, supaya para isteri dapat menjaga dan mendidik anak secara lebih sempurna ketika suami mencari rezeki. Disamping itu isteri dapat melakukan pekerjaan rumah seperti menghias rumah dan sebagainya.Walaupun ianya nampak remeh, tetapi ianya amat bermanfaat untuk menjamin keharmonian keluarga.
3.Berhias untuk suami
Menghias diri merupakan kegemaran wanita. Namun kadangkala wanita yang tidak faham akan kewajipannya,ia berhias diri ketika akan keluar rumah. Tetapi ketika di rumah ia dalam keadaan tidak bersih, kadangkala ramutnya pun tidak terurus. Padahal di dalam Islam menganjurkan supaya isteri berhias hanya untuk suami.
Tujuan isteri berhias ketika di rumah ialah supaya suami terhibur. Jika suami pulang dari tempat kerja dalam keadaan letih dengan melihat isteri dalam keadaan berseri-seri serta pakaian yang bersih, maka ia menjadi penawar kepada suami. Sehingga keletihan dalam mencari rezeki tadi menjadi hilang, dan bertambahlah kasih sayangnya terhadap isteri. menjadi hilang, dan bertambahlah kasih sayangnya terhadap isteri.
Sabda Rasulullah SAW:“Dari Jabir ra. Ia berkata: Kami pernah pergi bersama-sama Rasulullah di dalam satu peperangan. Ketika kami sampai ke Madinah, kami ingin masuk ke rumah masing-masing. Maka Rasulullah SAW pun bersabda: Bersabarlah, iaitu masuklah pada waktu malam iaitu selepas Isyak, supaya isteri dapat bersikat rambutnya yang kusut dan supaya ia dapat berhias kerana telah lama telah ditinggalkan suaminya.”
(HR:Muttafaqun Alaihi)
Berhias bukan sahaja bagi menyambut kepulangan suami dari tempat kerja tetapi juga ketika suami ada di rumah. Wanita Islam hanya boleh berhias untuk dirinya sendiri dan untuk suaminya. Berhias mestilah dilakukan secara besederhana , kerana tujuan berhias agar ia kelihatan bersih dan senang dilihat oleh suami.
4. Melayani suami
Hubungan seks merupakan penawar kebahagiaan rumahtangga. Ia dipandang sebagai punca keharmonian rumahtangga. Oleh sebab itu isteri hendaklah memberikan layanan yang baik kepada suami dan tidak boleh menolak kemahuan suaminya .
Seorang isteri akan dikutuk oleh malaikat apabila ia menolak kemahuan suaminya sehinggalah suaminya reda kepadanya. Mungkin dalam keadaan tertentu isteri boleh menolak kemahuan suaminya seperti dalam keadaan sekit, atau dalam keadaan yang dilarang oleh syara’ untuk melakukan persetubuhan seperti dalam keadaan haid dan sebagainya.
5. Berpakaian menurut ajaran Islam
Isteri yang menutup auratnya merupakan isteri yang solehah, ramai wanita pada zaman sekarang ini yang berpakaian tetapi telanjang kerana ia menutup bahaian tertentu sahaja, kalau menutup semua pun tetapi bentuk badannya tetap nampak jelas.
Allah SWT berfirman, ertinya:“Hai anak Adam, sesungguhnya Kami telah menurunkan kepadamu pakaian untuk menutupi auratmu dan pakaian indah sebagai perhiasan. Dan pakaian taqwa itulah yang paling baik. Yang demikian itu adalah sebahagian daripada tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah, mudah-mudahan mereka selalu ingat.”
(Surah Al-A’raar:26) thats a bit difficult for me. sheesh
Jilbab merupakan satu fesyen pakaian wanta Islam yang menutup tubuh atau sebahagian besar badan wanita di sebelah atas, kecuali muka dan tapak tangan. Jilbab tidak menampakkan tubuh badan. Allah memerintahkan supaya berpakaian demikian supaya dapat membezakan antara wanita beriman dan tidak beriman, ia juga supaya terhindar dari golongan munafik.
Firman Allah yang bermaksud:“Hai Nabi, katakanlah kepada isteri- isterimu, anak-anak perempuanmu dan isteri-isteri orang mukmin: “Hendaklah mereka mengulurkan Jilbab mereka ke seluruh tubuh mereka.”Yang demikian itu supaya mereka lebih mudah untuk dikenal, kerana itu tidak diganggu. Dan Allah adalah Maha Penganmpun lagi Maha Penyayang.”(Surah Al-Ahzab:59)

6. Memberi motivasi terhadap cita-cita suami
Isteri yang solehah adalah isteri yang mahu menjadi teman berunding bagi suami dan menjadi sahabat dalam menyelesaikan pelbagai masalah. Itulah hubungan suami isteri itu diertikan orang sebagai “teman hidup”.Jika suami menghadapi masalah untuk mencapai cita-citanya dan cita-cita keluarga maka bermotivasilah kepadanya dan hiburkanlah hatinya .
Isteri teladan di samping memberi dorongan dan bermotivasi kepada suami, dia juga merupakan sumber ilham bagi suami. Ini membuatkan hati suami tenteram apabila bersama isteri dan segala masalah dihadapinya bersama-sama.

Di antara ciri-ciri isteri
solehah yang lain ialah:
- Mentaati Allah SWT dan
mengerjakan segala perintah suami selagi tidak melanggar perintah Allah.
-
Bersikap malu terhadap suami.
- Berdiam diri ketika suami sedang
berkata-kata.Berbicara setelah iaselesai berbicara.
- Berdiri tegak sebagai
tanda hormat semasa ia datang dan pergi.
- Sentiasa menyerahkan diri
kepadanya apabila ia memerlukannya.
- Memakai wangi-wangian di hadapan
suami.
- Menjaga mulut daripada bau-bauan yang tidak menyenangkan.
- Tidak
mengkhianati dan berlaku curang terhadapnya ketika ketiadaan suami.- Sentiasa
menghormati keluarga suami .
- Bersyukur di atas apa yang disediakan oleh
suami.
- Tidak berpuasa sunat tanpa kebenaran suami.
- Tidak keluar rumah
kecuali dengan izin suami.

END

2010

2010-01-01T03:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010 is the new number! just celebrate it with my khusus friends; AMANI&FAHMI and HANIS&AZHARI. went for dinner after i finish work. ate at seoul gdn. after sometime. atlast!! manage to consume ALOT of chix. hahh! then we walk ard town n off to city hall to catch the fireworks.

we spent the whole time talking to each other.. about everything!! well gals, thanx for sharing the experience.. n the whole time with them, i remembered someone whom i dearly love n care for. someone i havent met for quite sometime. n its time for us to meet up babe.. like seriously, i love you bestfren,

NURUL juan!

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2010

a new year to have resolutions, dreams & goals.

something we can look foward to!

resolutions

271209

2009-12-28T11:36:00.004+08:00

went to fayyadhs wedding at siglap community center. amani n mi fetch me, then we cab down to siglap community center. i saw sha sha n nadia. later i saw syaiful.. reach there but yadh n sherina is changing to their 2nd costume! haa.. we stand ard for quite sometime before we cud get a sit to eat. SOME YOUGSTERS N MAKCIKS DONT HAVE SOME INITIATIVE!! we wanted to pbviously sit n eat. but they just sit and talk. damn it. then i told mak sherina that we cant find a sit. thats when she ask her sedaras n anak sedaras to move for awhile.. hee.

well, the whole wedding was superb!! CONGRATS MY TWO DEAREST FRENN!! may you guys last long!! some pix are yet to upload!

amani's baby!

fayyadh & sherina!

2009-12-26T13:59:00.003+08:00

i look fat. this was like a 2years ago.

&& look at this fat boy. he is so thinn!!!

supper

2009-12-26T02:59:00.001+08:00

right after the solemnisat9ion! =)

2009-12-25T11:32:00.006+08:00

yest night, 8pm. fiance's sister had her solemnisation at home. i came at 3pm with nothing to do. the kitchen had alot of helpers and alot of people standing ard watching, i was one of the standing watchers. i got sounded ffrom his nenek to actually sit down. I DONT WANT! but it left me with no choice at all, so i just laze ard at the living room.. the reason i dont want to, is because..... i just finish eating n if i have nothing to dooo, i will feel sleepy!

befores i really had a nap. fiance called me down to help out with the arranging of chairs n tables. well, im not good at kitchen side so i help out downstairs which im so good at! HAHH. i hate cooking cutting slicing. so it was a good opportunity n i had nothing to do anyways.

sooo, it was 8pm the kadi came n bla bla bla... im so happy for her!! this sat is her sanding at the guys side.. n feb is for the girls side. i cant wait for february when its MY turn! wooo!!

this is from the guys side!

husband n wife!

nervous soon to be hubby!

n so they came!

mak busu n fam

for the guyss

the grandmom

adik bradik

fiance n me with the bride!

with ipar!

for the guys

the bride!

i got boreddd!

the kitchen helpers

nikah

2009-12-24T11:34:00.002+08:00

iza is getting married in a few hours timee... and im still at home playing the net. i just tot my blog need some change! HAHH. anws, congrats to nuriza.. im so happy for you sis! we'll gonna be a big ibrahim n zulkilei fam soon! its touchy to see you nikah first then abg! but then again, it doesnt matter.

i wish you all the best in life. hugs n kisses

from you r kakak ipar

wanie!

STUPID

2009-12-23T00:48:00.003+08:00

why cant log in to petville!

kanasai ah siaa!! kanasai cibai. pukimak. bodoh nak mampos!! sialan ah sial. BINGIT AH SIAL. mcm mana nih. janggo aku nak makan seiii! IM SO PISSED OFF!!

it keeps saying refresh your page. but when i refresh my page, it stills prompt me this! LIKE WHAT THA HELL! whats up with this thing hah?? WHY AT THIS POINT OF TIME WHEN IM SUPPOSE TO REFILL HER BOWL? stupid ah siaa. im so emo now. my janggo is going to run away with MY gift! hamlao ah siaa. ouh pleaseee.... shitos

update: 12:52 am.

still no petville!

one thing

2009-12-22T12:01:00.010+08:00

10 dec

went to amani's crib to visit her newborn baby. He was born right before my birthday. 6th dec. CONGRATS. and when i came in their house, her hubby, MI called me n fiance the BEYONCE N BRAD PITT. well, i could only say that he got me right, but sabri? i think he looks more like tom cruise. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. brad pitt is only brad pitt. no one else can be brad pitt aside brad pitt. brad pit is like the most hottest guy in the world. HAHAHAHA.

i think sabri is more like johnny depp. COZ. sabri looks hensem even with misai, bald hair long hair, mohawk. he is so johnny depp coz he flexible. he can carry off as a bald hair guy or mohawk guy or a skinny guy or a fat guy. LOL. versatile yet sexyy! like johnny depp just got award as the MOST SEXIEST GUY ALIVE. unlike nama? who is like erm.. smile more please. that needs help.

so carried away...

amani's son is cuteeee... i wish i have a son for the first one. congrats babe!!

aww! that cute little tembam baby!

AND THIS GIRL. always sick tauu! make me angryy!! always sick before exam!! you put so much stress on yourself b!! and i have to admit. i forgot your birthday! im so sorry b.. bz working and the buying of wedding gifts!! IM SO SORRY.

to my farrah love-
i love you with all my heart. i wish you the best 18th birthday ever. you have always been by my side even when we are far apart. coz if so, you r never forgotten. always has been my 2nd sister after iqah. n ibu has always been my 2nd ibu after my ibu. && even when im older then you, you have been like my shadowy older sister. LOL. i love you b. i will always be supporting you even in wtv youre doing n decide!! i love you b.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!

04 dec

went for a last min karaoke outing. me n fiance plan to sing out loud at grandlink with yaya. but in the end, we join with kak sofie wave n their fren at cashstudio at hard rock.. HEE. super fun!

i just realise my life seriously only revolve around LA Senza. like seriously. i only mix with my ls girls. i found a best fren ( yaya ) at ls. i found a sisterly figure ( kak sofie ) at ls. i found someone who really believe in my potential, who trust me, who really cares for me ( kak tina ) at ls. i found my nick ( wanielovecoli ) at ls. i found out that im soooo workaholic ( i didnt take mc for 1 year 6 months, still counting ) at ls. ive made my career ( im now an SSA ) at ls. n yes.. so on.

THANK YOU LS GIRLS. you guys made it for me.

2009-12-21T11:19:00.002+08:00

i love petville. alot of people says my pet doesnt even look like a pet. more like a hantu. quoted from iqah, "KAU PUNYA PET DAH MCM APAA!!" thanx iqahh.. but look at how she eats!! CUTEEE KAANNNN!!!

forgotten

2009-12-19T12:34:00.008+08:00

i totally forgot what happen the past few months. i think, best things are best to be forgotten with no trace of evidence.

YAYA I LOVE YOU OKAY

yayas treat. this was like on pay day itself... thanx yaya. love you! the food was awesome!

went to seremban: 20th nov to 21st nov

they fetch me from work.. i work from 10am till 8pm. fetch me at far east n off we go to seremban!! super fun!! =)) fiance so cute. your hair needs help though.

been awhile!

2009-12-14T14:35:00.001+08:00

IM ONLY ACTIVE AT FB! SHOOTS.

will try to update about the whole month i missed out sincei got myself a two days off!

macaroni biryani!

2009-11-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

last two night, i cook macaroni biryani!!

SUCCESS!!

mom is such a fierce tutor. she will keep on ranting BODOH next to my ears. sorry lah mom. im not a good cook like you. but i'll try ok. LOVE you. n thank you so much. i really love it. i mean, the outcome wasn as good as urs. but i'll try again.. muax.

early celeb!

2009-10-31T08:39:00.005+08:00

on 28th oct.

actually, LS paragon n LS wisma plan to go karaoke!! in the end, its only LS wisma n just nisa from paragon... but its okay.. the whole day was very kecohh!!

morning, azura n i was surprised by sofies suggestion. she wanted to exchange the gifts that night. && soo... azura n i panicked n really went to pedro n find for her gifts.. shoots. in the end, we bought her a shoe. azuras pressie is settled n also for dayah's.

azura got herself a $60 gift vouch from forever21 & also a free haircut or dye or perm.

dayah always wanted the d&g perfume no3.

sofie got a pedro ladies shoe.

soo we went karaoke n had SUPERB FUN! n of coz. i love to make ppl laugh!! we sang until almost 4am.. my god!! but overal, super fun! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS. pokai aku bulan ini!!

khusus rumah tangga

2009-10-27T18:39:00.004+08:00

ok. on saturday 24th october 09

went to AMP for my khusus rumah tangga.. i was having butterflies in my tsomach. wonder if i could fit into the teens. im not that good with making n meeting new people! well, i was like super shock... THERES LIKE ALOT OF PEOPLE.

theres a few with a bump on the stomach.. the other half edi have kids. n one was this oddly couple, sorry, id say unique. a very very very matured man with a girl my age. hmmm... if you could imagine dr k n siti nurhaliza, then its the sg version. jahat nye akuu...

nn i saw fayyadh. my school mate.. i cant believe, out of all those notty school mates, hes the one who is getting married first. i had superly fun that day. i manage to interact with my group: ELMO. lol. we learn about money management.. its cool to know that n ive been applying that instead of sabri

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok. the more awkward thing that happen to me was, they thot i was preg or edi have a child!! because most of the people there are preg or have bb edi... so they tot i was there.. mom was like angry on why we choose amp.. LOL. nn we saw our very old long lost neighbour.. cik lela. her daughter, ernie was in the same khusus with me...

pix will upload soon.

wanie.

2009-10-22T20:20:00.003+08:00

i miss my friends, family, school, teachers, the past n of coz, clubbing!

flash back

2009-10-22T18:11:00.007+08:00

20th october 09

was my off day, wanted to sleep as long as i could. but my handphone keeps buzzing. idiot. woke up early as if going for work. REALLY PISSED ME OFF! n sooo, i iron the clothes, took my own sweet time getting ready n off to airport n get $10 to pay kak tinaa.. me n fiance had our break lunch together.. ate mee soto!! POWER! i freaking love it!!

as usual, we fight for awhile. fiance n i always have diff mindset. like i say, n this is final. i wouldn want to have kids. not now. yes, it is maha kuasa allah. yg menentu kan semua nya allah maha esa! tapi we can avoid it. we can totally avoid n prevent making babies.

idiot!

my reason is of coz the common one.. im not ready for motherhood. im never ready. its not about my age, i think its the 1st few months we should be t0ogether. not just the two of us, but with family too!! n i have a dream to travel...

woot

16th october 09

had a meeting about the security things. how we could prevent theft n so on.. early in the morning for this stupid meeting. like ive never hear about this since ive been with FJ BENJAMIN. damnit lah... dayah took MC. soo i covered for her, went for full. was suppose to go for breakfast with a shop neighbour, but cancelled.

azura n i had to really work our ass off that night. to achieve a GREAT sales so we could keep up with our daily targets n to hit our freaking SHOP TARGET! i think i really need that money! damnit! eventually, we manage to hit our target. $300 above the target set for that night! i feel so sastified n worth it! we could do better though.

N SURPRISE!!!!!

kingsmen contractors came by our shop n gave us a total shock!! he said he was here to continue n finish our flooring. WTF. i wasn inform n i was shagged!! my legs were killing me laaahhh!! n i called joyce to double confirm whether its true or not.. she didn even feel sorry!! SHE SAYS YAA. they are coming today! my gawd. my gawd. at that point of time, i feel like strangling her!

n soo, i let azura went off early. i stayed overnight until they r done.. n fiance manage to take a few pix of me sleeping. bloody hell.

15th october09

got myself ready for a surprise day out with fiance.. we beat the road which was only one way! BAHAHAHAHHAA.. that was so not sabri! he brought me to an antique indian shop. so oldies. n cool. im giving the tosai masalah 2 thumbs up!

&& THIS IS THE EXACT SPOT!! about 2 years 2 months ago... i was waiting for fiance infront of long john silver at bugis. hahahahhahaa.. kenangan lah eh. i wish we were like that point of time!!

then off to town. we were actually looking for shoes. shoes for hantaran!! we reserved one ladies shoe at GUESS! i love it!i cant wait for the wedding day! i want to wear it!!

met dayah n her new haircut!! love it. && member non stop looking aback. wishing bumping into monk i think.. drop by at shop.. messy!!!!!! but nvm. understand. had some camwhoringg!!

12th october09

our anni!! went to hdb hub, apply for the hdb at tampines. cost us $10!!! n that is not all, its like a lucky dip! we have to wait for a month. b-o-r-i-n-g! im just hoping for the best! i really hope we got the flat at tampines!

affyq rayyan

2009-10-13T01:42:00.004+08:00

WENT TO JULIE HOME! visit her n her newborn baby!! sooo smaaalll!!!!!! so cutee!! n im not good with babies! i dun dare to lift him. im just scared. but if babies from my family tree, its okay lah. if i drop the baby my aunties wont scold me lahh! LOL. like real!! well, he is so cute. i really think he looks like Wak. but affyq n idah says he looks like julie!! we cant really tell coz he is only 2 days old!!

congrats julie!

anws, affyq n i spend the rest of the evening together.. we just hang out. eat at inspirasi n walk back to my house. mom was playing with netbook which makes me fume! i wanted to serve my food!!! n soo, affyq take a look at my tunang pix n we talk alot. LIKE ALOT about everything n everyone. at 8.30pm, went down for smoke. iqah n affyq talks about gossip girl! my gawd. i wish i watch that showw!!

will catch up on my off day. who the hell is gossip girl! dang it.

after quite sometime, we just realise affyq left his phone at my house!!! maaakk! went up n head to mrt. we decided to walk ard at tamp1 first then to tamp mall. N GUESS WHO I BUMP INTO.

KHAIRUN AHYARR!!

tadaaaa..... i was walking towards him with thoughts of how cute he is. he looked at me n turn twice. next to him was his sister n that was when i realise it was KHAIRUN AHYAR. yes mr neighbour. its me damnit. you can just go to hell!

jalan2 at tamp mall and off to bustop...... said goodbyes and board 27. i was like late! promise fiance at 10pm at airport, but board the bus at 9.50pm. bagus!!

WELL, I HAD FUN AFFYQ. i miss talking to you!! xoxo.. gossip girl loves you. && to jazaul.. sorie, i totally forgot to call you! will make it up to you! im so happy that this week i manage to catch up with my friends!! my primary n secondary school frens! miss yaa ppl!!

and of course. i love you too sabri!

FUNN!!

2009-10-12T10:40:00.004+08:00

yest was fun! i start my day by playing my cafe world. serving food. then i waited for fiance to come n we're off to tamp 1. we wanted to change his ellese watch strap. but none of the shop can offer help. just suggestion that we could send it back to the agent. ok, we know that... any services of like YOU SEND IT FOR US? wtf.

&& so, fiance told me he had earlier called up a shop where he bought it from.. so we rode to cineleisure. otw there, COINCIDENTALLY. i saw jazaul bariyah with alfiyan! LOL. they r heading to bukit batok. makkkk... good luck. im always to teck whye n feel like sleeping edi.

anws, was otw to cte when a car wanted to move to our lane.

HELLO, THE ROAD IS PACKED, N WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF YOU N ANOTHER CAR. does it makes sense if you could possibly wait for the car next to you to move further forward n maybe check your blindspot.

CARELESS DRIVER!!

and so, we wave goodbye after reaching cte.. upon reaching, the staff immediately know we're the one who called them. GOOD! i love their service. they makes us feel welcome n tell us how the procedure works. they took it n will send it back to the agent. payment if after the whole thing n also they will call us after the replacement of strap is done. GREAT. i love their customer service.

after that, we rode back to simpang bedok cash box. suhailah, intan, shidah n yani are late, so me n fiance go n melalak first! they only came at 8.45. 1hour n 15 mins wasted for them. but its okay.. TOTALLY FUNNY!! i miss my seng kang primary frens n moments! the last time i met them was like after graduation. intan i just met coz she was working at uniqlo. yani always saw her at cotton on n shes my besties cuzzin! for suhailah n shidah, been effing years we last met. AND GIRLS. I HAD FUN!!

INTAN YANI ME

ME N SHIDAH

SEMPAT

INTAN YANI SUHAILAH SHIDAH ME!

I MISS YOU GUYS EDI!

sat borang!

2009-10-11T13:46:00.003+08:00

otw to work saw a cute guy! manage to take a pix of him! the one in brown! LOL! stopit eh wanie. you really act like a weirdo!

what a lame saturday was yesterday! such for hitting target!! i was expecting a GREAT SATURDAY! but my gawd. its ok. we can do our best on the other days n weekends. but yesterday was like a visiting day n meet the session day!

theres one girl who came in ask for vacancy, she suddenly ask if im wanie. ok. thats weird. she happens to know im sister to bella. then my old sch mate from skps came by. SHES ALL GROWN UP!! then mom n dad was there too!! i didn even realise she was lingering ard the shop. something caught her eye.. n she likes it. i tot i of getting that for her birthday present!! then off to my break with mom n dad!

n iqah, maybe a bra too! since all her bra is spoilt...

AND later that night while sofie doing closing.. she was shock that theres diners when report doesnt come out diners. i knew the diners user was my cust. then i was confident, i knew i charge her, n so i told her to maybe just reprint the report. when she reprint, theres no report on diners at all!! WHAT THA FUCK! then i was shock.. like super shock. my heart was thumping harder then usual..

i wanted to cry, if i really didn charge her, i must pay $102. my gawd!!! we call the customer n ask her to check her charge slip. the customer sound so disturb n angry, coz maybe we called her late at nightt... but i was sure i charged her, i remembered i stapled the whole thing. she said she also sign n still have the credit charge slip with her. i wasn convince though, if so she sign, the charge slip she signed, must be on hand, which cannot be found!! n why theres no transaction when we wanted to check the report for diners.

well, we call up the diners hotline, n check if it really went tru or not. the telemarketeer ask ask to check on our terminal for approval code. when me sofie n azura bend down n look at the terminal, WE LAUGHED OUR ASS OFF!! sofie quicly said she'll call back n put down the phone. the three of us just fell to the floor n laugh!!

the thing is, she already do the settlement, therefore theres no transaction found for diners since we already do the settlement!!

i was relieved that i really charge the customer n dun have to pay that large sum!!

____________________

triumph has invented something that is so cool!!! well, ALOT of singaporeans are good at cheating their cup sizes, they wear super push up bra or alot of gel padding. but as you all know, we only came across one type of silicon padding. one shape one type. can easily be found at cotton body, the most cheapest!! but triumph somehow invented something cooler!!

they have different type of padding for different type of effects we want! n something i will try. ive never tried such thing before, but with what triumph have come out with, i will definitely get the EXTREME PUSH UP!!

toodles.

i love sweet dreams.

2009-10-08T12:16:00.003+08:00

Turn the lights on

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

_________________________________

well, i will start off with

"what a rainy day todayyy!!!!"

i had a restful day the past two days. claim my RO the day before yest n yest was my off day. today i claim my RO by coming in the aft shift! wooo!! well, yest went to MJs concert again. still fascinated by how identical he really look like. n also by how he moves like the king of pop. coolio!! went with fiance, iah n abby! iah cried coz she cant take a pix with edward moss. hee... then off to kopitiam n eat mee soto!! I LOVE THE MEE SOTO LAHHH!! love love it!! then we are back home.

well, before we head home, we chill n talk about our marriage thang. im so excited. i simply cant wait to doll up n be at the pelamin. well, just clearing any lines.. im marrying at my own accord. i did not follow others. if i were to follow my frens get married, i might as well get myself pregnant n get married. too bad bitch, i did not follow anyone.

some people with big mouths.

bahh. lets stop opening that topic. im off to work! toodles! && i love ur new haircut boy!! love youuu honey bunny!

"MJ STILL ROCKS"

2009-10-06T22:57:00.005+08:00

when adward moss peeks tru his backstage door, I WAS SHOCK. was like i seeing doubles. wasnt that michael?? as in MICHAEL JACKSON?? isnt he dead because of drug overdose?? did he cheat deaths?? impossible!!

he is good! i really felt like michael is still alive just next to me. well, he was my idol, i mean like everyones king of pop. i learn how to dance like him! as for edward moss, i think michael is more than just an idol, its his soul. he really do those moonwalk, really follows his movement! kudos! you make the MJ atmosphere there, making us feel MJ is still with us! some pictures from me of the tribute to michael jackson at changi airport!

imback.

2009-10-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

back on blogging.

updates will soon be up. back on track!!! booyaa!!

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2009-08-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

TO DIDI MIYUKI & FOLLOWERS.

eat anjing

waniesab

NUR SABRINA CONTESSA

again

puas hati

IM PREGNANT

not yet lah

tricky question

pictures.

hp sucks

calvin & hobbes

an ex to an ex

kakak wanie

busy woman

never stop asking

christian the lion

BOYS vs FIANCE

hiatus

two of the pantang

moveon.loveon.

sunday,

goodnite cupcake

boast-ING

response

bdk gemok

2010

271209

previous

supper

nikah

STUPID

one thing

forgotten

been awhile!

macaroni biryani!

early celeb!

khusus rumah tangga

wanie.

flash back

affyq rayyan

FUNN!!

sat borang!

i love sweet dreams.

"MJ STILL ROCKS"

imback.

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