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sunday,

11 January 2010 @ 11:43 AM

SUNDAY 10012010

went alot of places yesterday!! in the morning, i met up with kazims sister, kazira at jurong point. we went macdonald n i treat her a breakfast! i thought i must treat her something since arwah kazim always treat me. i love to eat so he always treat me food!

i wanted to eat mee waktok, but he wanted to eat ria, nasi ayam penyet! i told him i duwan n i want to eat mee waktok, he said ok, showing off how gentlemen he was. but in the end he kept asking me where is ria.. isnt that obvious?? he wanted to eat at ria so i stormed to ria n he was like, "ouh, sini mee waktok eh?" HAHAHAHAHA. soyal.

anw, i got drifted away. i had a great talk about arwah kazim with kazira. then meet up with fiance n off to pusara abadi. visit kazims grave first. i wanted to cry but fiance scold me, he said its not good to cry for someone who died, its difficult for them to move on in the other world. fiance recite some prayers for him, including surah yasin. thank you dear, it meant alot to me.

after the whole prayer thingy, i hold on to his grave n whispered some special prayers for him n then kissed his batu nisan.

"i forgive you for the 1st intention you had in mine when you want to know me. i forgive whatever motive you had. coz i love you n i hope you forgive me when i hurt you the other day. i had fun everytime im with you n thank you for being such a great friend! i will always pray that allah swt will maaf kan segala dosa kau dan tempat kan kau di golongan yg ia sayangi! dan smoga doa doa kami buat mu akan ringan kan segala beban yang kau akan hadapi! selamat morning kazim."

sobs. i cried n it touches his grave which somehow i felt something asking me to wipe. i did n walk away looking aback with a heavy heart to leave.. i miss you n i cant believe youre gone!

went to arwah fazillah, sabri arwah atok grave. then the last one was my arwah atok!

back to his house then off to kampong jawa. we bought kain for the hantaran. i really love it! thanx sabri!!

then went to idil rifqi cukur rambot! I LOVE IT! the food was great! there karaoke!! me n sabri keep on singingg! even when i know my voice sucks. HAHAHAHAHA. pegi mampos!